Sunday, May 29, 2016

A Court of Mist and Fury (A Court of Thorns and Roses #2) by Sarah J. Maas

Feyre survived Amarantha's clutches to return to the Spring Court—but at a steep cost. Though she now has the powers of the High Fae, her heart remains human, and it can't forget the terrible deeds she performed to save Tamlin's people.

Nor has Feyre forgotten her bargain with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court. As Feyre navigates its dark web of politics, passion, and dazzling power, a greater evil looms—and she might be key to stopping it. But only if she can harness her harrowing gifts, heal her fractured soul, and decide how she wishes to shape her future—and the future of a world cleaved in two.

With more than a million copies sold of her beloved Throne of Glass series, Sarah J. Maas's masterful storytelling brings this second book in her seductive and action-packed series to new heights.


OHMIGOSH. WHEN WILL THIS TORMENT END?!?1

Though to be honest, the torment is so sweet that at the same time I never want it to end. Jeez, how long has it been since I felt like this after reading an amazing book? Sure, there are plenty of books that were good, or adorable, or heartbreaking, but to have on be all of those and have the addition of some very sweet characters, and plotline, is just too much goodness for one person. You've done it, Sarah J. Maas. You've created a book that was too good for me too handle. 


Okay, let's make this a bit of a coherent review. Three months have passed since the events that A Court of Thorns and Roses ended with. You'd expect everything to be going dandy, Feyre is finally united with the man that she loves, Prythian is saved from the crazy Bitch Amarantha, and mortality is no longer a problem now that Feyre is a High Fae. Well, guess what? Shit is definitely fucked up. 
''It was easier not to have to explain anyway. To not have to tell him that though I'd freed him, saved his people and all of Prythian from Amarantha... I'd broken myself apart. And I didn't think even eternity would be long enough to fix me.''
PTSD people. A real disease, and something that young adult literature often overlooks and ignores. It always amazed me when characters went through these horrible ordeals, and turned out okay, being able to just shake it off. Perhaps there were a few that did, but none as effective as Sarah J. Maas. I could practically feel Feyre's depression, how tired she was of it all, wanting to just give up. It hurt my heart, made me want to rage at the world, at the unfairness of it all.
 ''It was all I could do to keep from screaming, to keep from shattering into ten thousand pieces as I sank onto the marble floor, bowing over my knees and wrapped my arms around myself. ''
 What amazed me the most though, was the character development they all went through. We get shown different sides of these characters, and it was executed so well, that I just was shocked speechless. I don't wanna spoil too much, but boy, did I have to rethink everything I thought was true. And let me repeat, it was done so well I was just speechless, but in a good way. I can't bring into words how much I loved this book.


I thought the first book in these series was awesome, as it had amazing relationships, and an amazing plotline that wasn't predictable. Well, A Court of Mist and Fury blew it away with awesomeness. The characters were even better, they were so fleshed out, each of them had their own story, and they were so believable, that I just wanted to cry from all the goodness in this book. As for the plotline, I can honestly say that it was one of the best that I have read. Unlike the first book, A Court of Mist and Fury did not focus on the romance, but rather on the threats that loomed on the horizons, and they were actually being active and doing things to prevent it. 

I'm not going to start talking about Rhys, because if I do, I will probably never stop. Let's just summarize by saying that he was as sweet and awesome and funny as I had predicted. And I loved the fact that he was damaged as well, and healing. It showed us a different side to him, how much he had sacrificed for his friends and family, making me want to step into that world and shout to all it's people what a great, great person he was, and how much he sacrificed. 


And:


One thing that I hate most in books is when the heroine is strong as hell and wants to fight, but the hero discourages it, just because he is an overprotective asshole, with the excuse that they can't concentrate if the heroine is in danger. None of that bullshit here people! Feyre was encouraged to fight along with all these badass characters, was trained to help them, made to embrace her powers. Boy was she badass! She almost scared me. Almost. 


And the ending! Dear Mother of God, the amazing, heartbreaking, thrilling, and just delightfully evil ending this book had blew me away. It again showed how much trust the hero had in our heroine, that he was able to make the hard choice. Because that's what they were similar in more than anything else, the ability to sacrifice any and everything so they could save the world and the people in it that they loved. It still had me in tears, but they were the good kind.


It depresses me that to read the next book, I have to wait until May 4th 2017. THAT IS A FUCKING YEAR AWAY PEOPLE. What exactly am I going to do with my time till then? Other books will pale next to this one. I am definitely diagnosing myself with a book-hangover. And you know what? This book was worth it. I can honestly say that I have never read a book that made as much of an impact on me as this one. To list all the reasons why I loved it, I would need to live at least seven times as longer as I have now, just so I would have enough time. Sarah J. Maas, thank you for this awesome book!

'' ''He thinks he'll be remembered as the villain in the story.''
She snorted.
''But I forgot to tell him,'' I said quietly, opening the door, ''that the villain is usually the person who locks up the maiden and throws away the key.'' ''

 

Wednesday, May 25, 2016

Worth It (Forbidden Men #6) by Linda Kage

I fell in love once.

It was amazing. She was amazing. Life was amazing.

I lived for each time I could see her, and nothing else mattered, not that our families were enemies, our time together was forbidden, or we had to meet in secret.

Our love could conquer all.

Until it didn't.

So I was ripped away from the love of my life and shoved into hell, forced to continue without her.

It shattered me, broke the best parts of me, left me permanently damaged.

Or so I thought.

Years later, I swear history’s trying to repeat itself because she’s back in my life, and I’m just as drawn to her as I was before. But I'm older and wiser now, and I know she should stay away from a worthless ex-con like me.

So, I will not let her in. I absolutely refuse to hurt her. I will keep her away.

Then again, sometimes risking your greatest fear to get to a smile makes everything worth it, and besides, I’m not sure I can resist her, anyway.

This is the story of how Felicity Bainbridge changed my life forever, starting one summer day long ago after I was forced to change a dirty diaper...

--Knox Parker


Wow. Okay, so I don't know why, but this didn't feel like any of the other Forbidden books. I mean, the reason I loved those was that they were funny as hell, and light and easy reading, while at the same time being deep and emotional.

Worth It was not what I expected. It was dark, and at some times really heartbreaking. It tore my heart out of my chest, stamped on it, put it through a grinder, and then spit on it. But meanwhile, it was also filling it to the point of breaking with goeeyness and making me squeal with joy.


Doesn't mean I didn't love this book to pieces. Because I did. I feel deeply in love with this book, just like any other in the Forbidden Men series.

Okay, going back to the beginning. So this story is not told in chronological order, and we have two points of view, our two awesome main characters, Felicity and Knox. We also have two timelines: the present timeline and the 6-years-back one. Lemme just tell you guys, they were like day and night. 6 years ago, we had this cutest little storyline.

'' ''You know that, right? You're safe here.'' His hushed voice coaxed more from me than he probably intended. ''Just... please stay still with me for a couple  minutes longer, until they're gone, okay? Then, maybe give me a head start before you scream as loud as you want. ''  All I heard was, stay with me, and please. And oh my word, I was tempted to give him anything he wanted. 
But when I lifted my gaze to his, his chocolate brown eyes met mine, and he looked so.... Parkerish.''

 Basically, Knox and his City were crazy in love, the kind of love that lasts a lifetime. They were considerate with each other, open and sharing. And ohmigosh, but did I just adore them. City was practically unpractical, and Knox was just such a good guy, I couldn't help but wish I had a boyfriend like him.

And then I'd flip the page to a new chapter and everything went dark and gritty. Because of course they couldn't just have a little bit of a hard time, noooo, these two had to endure hell.

''I'm just some wasted shell of space who won't stop breathing. And I can do nothing but hurt you. There's this stain on me. I'll never get it out.''


MY BABIES GAAAH!! I don't wanna say too much lest I spoil it for you guys, but can I just say my heart broke for these two. Their story was so sad, I could not handle it. They deserved so much more, and their innocence was taken away from them at such a young age. Tears were literally streaming down my face the whole time.



The one bright spot was the supporting cast. We got to see a lot of the others, and I loved that! Okay, so I wasn't the biggest fan of Noel, but the rest of the Gamble family is so adorable, especially little Colton. And Ten, and Caroline, and Quin, and Zoey, and Eva, and Reese, and Mason and the fucking sweetheart Pick. We even got some hints to Asher's story, The Girl's Got Secrets. MWAAH ASHER AND PICK YASSS!!

Anyhoots, what are you waiting for, read this book, and add one more awesome-sauce book to your shelves!